Current mood:	calm
Current music:	pride :)

only the crazy ones go to safeway at 2 am
I'm soooo almost done. I turned in my URL but the last page of my site still needs to be put up.

Tonight was good. I had the room to myself. I probably would have been happier if I'd planned on staying in and all that ahead of time, but I guess it worked out ok. I talked to Scott for the first time in forever (and it's so weird writing this now 'cuase I know you're gonna read it and it's so weird talking about you as though you aren't...). I wish I hadn't been so distracted, but it was good anyway. So comfortable. Like the way things used to be.

After I fake finished my paper I went to Safeway to pick up goodies for movies watching with Louise...because the Scott-ness made me want things to be back to the way they were. I was on a mission to get ice cream, popcorn and maybe a frozen pizza. I took too long at the store and it was nearly 2 when I got out, plus Everlong was playing and it made me want to watch The Faculty even more (we were gonna watch Mean Girls instead). But, somehow it felt like I'd be cheating on Ani (and Julia), plus I realized I needed to finish the site and that I have to wake up for work in the morning, so I gave up on the movie. The next CD was Orbital so I sat in the car and finished Transient and by the end of it all I just felt so...comfortable really is the only word.

Ellen always talks about how important it is to have a good foundation in order to do well. I'm starting to agree. Thinking about all the happy things that happened in the past makes me feel so good and calm and steady. I guess life at night is always better anyway, but I hope this lasts through the day as well. This on top of my talk with Ellen are really making me feel like I'm getting better here.

Pride, work on site, bed. :)